Gavin Jones IS a monster

Given my poor mental health the past couple of weeks I was wondering if maybe that was affecting some of the posts I have made.

I want to make sure that any posts I made are true and/or my opinion based on facts that are known to me.

I didn’t want to be in a position where I end up needing to state that I posted something because of poor mental health.

I mean this whole blogging thing was started because I was suicidal, but the content of every single post is the truth.

I have been thinking about the posts I have made about Gavin Jones, and I stand by them, even stronger than when I wrote them.

He knows he has done wrong otherwise he wouldn’t have deactivated his Twitter. He actually blocked me first for a while and then must have decided to deactivate his account.

Firstly, the CEO of Essex blocking a resident from their social media is really not on, especially when he should be accountable to us. All I did was tagged him in a Tweet. He read the Tweet where i’d said that he agreed that what Heidi did was okay together with the blog post that was attached, and he liked my Tweet.

Then I wrote a post about how upset I was, he blocked me, and then later deactivated his account. My guess is that with his account deactivated all proof he even liked my Tweet would not be available any more.

His actions suggest he knew he’d done something that had harmed a resident otherwise he would not have blocked me and then deactivated his account, that was almost 4 months ago and he still hasn’t reactivated it. It’s possible it’s been permanently deleted, though I strongly suspect that someone with his ego wouldn’t want to lose all of the likes and people telling him he’s fantastic.

ECC state clearly that as soon as something goes wrong they tell the service user involved, tell them they are sorry, and what they will do to fix it.

He knows he has done wrong and he decided to watch me burn instead of giving me an explanation.

He’s read my posts as i’ve got sicker and sicker and begged for an explanation.

Behaviour such as he displayed towards me can only be described as cruel.

He’s a monster, I stand by those words.

He is cruel, he is callous, and he is happy to watch residents suffer at his hands knowing there is nothing they can do as he has all of the power.

I absolutely stand by everything I have said about him as it is a true reflection regarding how I feel after interacting with him.

I wish i’d never tagged him in that stupid tweet.

He’s powerful, he’s successful, he has everyone falling over themselves to impress him in an attempt to get him to notice them, but mostly, he is an amoral monster.

He’s been keeping me awake, he retraumatised me, it’s currently all horrible

I’ll get better but he’ll still be a monster.

I’m not averse to professionals disagreeing with me, my favourite professional ever is the single person who has made me cry the most.

She’d say something to me about something I should be doing, i’d protest, she would not give an inch, not budge even a little bit. I’d end up crying.

I’d spend time going over what she said in my head, trying to disprove her, everything she said was always watertight.

She was the one who got me eating again, I had all the excuses, the kids didn’t matter because they hadn’t noticed, she scoffed at that and told me they will have noticed and will be worried about me. No, they definitely hadn’t, absolutely 100% hadn’t. So I asked them.

Why I ever bothered trying to go up against her i’ll never know, she always had my children’s welfare at the forefront of everything she did. She had no ego, she didn’t care if she wasn’t the most liked professional in the world, all she cared about was doing the right thing for the children.

I hadn’t physically seen her for many months due to the pandemic. Seeing her physically, albeit over some distance was brilliant. I was in my car in a carpark. Beeped to get her attention, got out of my car and just pointed to my body and said “Check this out” with a little whirl. She was so happy, for me obviously, but primarily that my children had a healthy mum.

Gavin Jones is just nasty because he enjoys the power, obviously not with just anyone, it has to be someone who can’t do anything.

He will probably write a song about me, probably titled “Ha Ha Ha”. I haven’t listened to any of his songs solely because if I don’t like them i’d probably go a bit overboard with what I said, which isn’t fair or kind. My view on those who do artistic type things is that they are doing it because they enjoy it, and if they share it, they are doing it because they want others to share in the joy they get doing it. Hence why I haven’t listened to anything he’s done, I would not be impartial.

I don’t need anything from him now, no explanation, nothing. He is a terrible human being and I wish i’d never tagged him.